Hi everyone, a quick update from my moms..
I was told last week that I would be advised today of what the next step would be with regards to sealing the leak off and getting me home drinking.
Today I was woke up by a member of the team and 2 jr doctors behind him like ducklings asking me why I was still in the hospital, I should be at home. Despite being told Friday that I would learn my fate with regards to gluing and clipping today Ive been discharged despite my protest, and told they will see me in outpatients in a few weeks. Needless to say I went off like a rocket.
Ive been told that the endiscopy guy cant do it this week because it takes time to plan this procedure - it has to be done in theatre. They have to book theatre time, get the staff etc.. I get this. They cant do it next week bc the endoscopy guy is away again - he was away last week when i had my last procedure which was carried out. Im needed to goto clinic on friday so they can tell me whether theyre gonna be arsed to glue me, clip me or just leave me. I have a feeling theyre pushing for the latter.
Having had a paddy a member of my surgical team came down to talk to me, my surgeon was conveniently unavailable. His superior who is a medical director at the hospital isnt available. I am now having to make do with being promissed a phone call on wednesday to tell me what theyre gonna do and when theyre gonna do it.
I get home and get a phone call from a friend of mine, made through this horror who also has a leak. She has been asked to goto hospital on wednesday morning to have her stents removed in theatre by the endoscopy team. Quite ironic as I was told there was no theatre space for endoscopy this week and it takes time as the equipment has to be taken to theatre, anaethatists arranged etc.. Im totally hacked off.
I had to have a new canular this morning at 5am. Theyve taken it out, and it turns out they do actually have theatre space, and the endoscopy equipment. Is it me being a selfish moose or would it have been more sensible to keep me an extra day or two when they have the equipment there to do the clipping which Ive been told by my team only takes a few minutes to do??
Not sure what to think anymore other than this is another delay tactic to allow it to heal naturally and consequently prolonging the end to this nightmare.
Im at breaking point and cant do this for another week let alone another 2 weeks to wait for this guy to come back, and thats IF he agrees to do this. If he declines it means I could be left like this for another month, 6months, year. They Dont know.
It also means Im starting month 4 of being fed through the NJ tube which makes me ill. Since last week Ive tried to put up with it, and the diaohrea that the feed gives me. On discharge today the dieticien tells me not to take the peptisorb which has the same effect but not as severe, and to return to the original protein plus I was on.
Ive been home 20 minutes and I cant seem to stop the tears. All I can do is sit and wait for the alleged telephone call Im supposed to receive wednesday and take it from there.