Tonibones10
Im Finally Getting There!
Magsy said:So glad you posted and a big welcome to the new postive you. xxx
Thank you hun xxx
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Magsy said:So glad you posted and a big welcome to the new postive you. xxx
Tonibones10 said:Aaaawww thank you hun that's so nice of you, I'm here if you want to chat about anything too, this place is brilliant for opening up and being 100% honest truthful and not being judged there are not many people who know that much about me so to have people finally know and not hate me feels great! If you have a story to tell and noone to tell it I'd defo advise you to do it here everyone is amazing on here! Xxx
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HoPe*87* said:Yeah everyone I've spoke to is great with me, glad u feel u cab open up hun it will be good for u to talk openly about ur past with people. Do u receive counselling at all? I'm going to start I diary on here from as early as I can remember to now and continue it through my journey to the new me xxx
Doughie said:Love and hugs you brave Girly, let us know if you need anything xxx
VikiB said:Toni my darlin
I am sat here with tears streaming down my face. What a horrible journey you've had. You are a beautiful person inside and out. One I proudly claim as my friend. I understand where you are coming from my past isn't so great either and like you I tried to destroy myself to end the pain and food became my ONLY friend...in the end it was a horrible friend though. I went through cbt last year (after my 4th suicide attempt). and I came to realise the person I see in the mirror is a wonderful person. I have compassion for others and would do anything for them just to see them smile. At the end of the day what doesn't kill us makes us stronger and darlin we are both survivors. Hold your head up and don't let your past define your future. You will still have down days (everyone does and if you didn't the happy days wouldn't be so fabulous). Listen to me giving sound advice...I sure have grown in the last year lol. I love you girl you are BEAUTIFUL and the world would be a lot more empty without you!!! I mean it... stay strong because one day I'm going to be brave enough to meet you and I'm looking forward to it.
love you lots
Newmelani said:Toni, you really are an amazing person. I can't believe the things you have gone through and still have a smile on your face and continue to encourage others. Your mom would be so incredibly proud of you!! I was lucky to have a wonderful childhood and great family. I have been through some pretty bad things as an adult though. I know it can be hard sometimes to hold your head high. You are such an inspiration to me. I can't wait to see your journey unfold. Your young life has an amazing and bright future. I'm so excited for you and I'm glad you're my friend! Love you girl.
Thank you so much you are such an inspiration to me and I'm here for you too, .... it would be great if we all could 1 day I'd love it! thanks for being there honey xxxxxxxxxxxxxxHoPe*87* said:Toni ur an inspiration hun!! As you know from my diary ive been through somethings to please feel free to pm me if u ever want a chat or to vent how ir feeling. It doesn't matter where u write everyone reads everything anyway lol, I'd love for is all to meet up one day that would be great xxxx
nikshikari said:Toni I was gang raped at 13. Drank, taken drugs tried killing myself so many times. It's taken me a hell of a long time to get to where I am in my life now. It does get easier. I can't leave the house unless I have taken my happy pills. Stay strong. This year is our year xxx
Tonibones10 said:I read through everyones diarys and see people have remembered a lot of there life till now, is it normal that I can't remember anything before 10 years old the I can't remember much between then and about 2 years ago? .... a lot of things in my story are what family and friends have told me, hhhmmm .... why don't I remember I may have had a lot of rubbish but I feel like I haven't because I don't remember most of it! That's why I walk round like nothin bad has happened to me cos I forget! :S is that normal? Xxxxxxxxxxxxxx
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Tonibones10 said:Thanks honey, I hope your ok sweetheart I've only ever had counselling 1ce but it was for my depression and I gave up after 5 sessions cos she was rubbish and never helped me to talk so she put me off! Never thought of doing it again but I keep getting flash backs that I don't understand so I don't know if it would be worth tryin again :S xxxxxxxxxxxxxx
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