mazza141180
Post-op Gastric Bypass
***SELF PITY ALERT***
I'm struggling daily at the moment. I keep expecting something to go wrong and my op get cancelled and my head has always pre-empted failure and wants to be the reason I don't do it. I'm not sure if I'm making sense I know I do to me lol. Each time I contemplate sabotaging myself I run through my head how I'd feel and I know I'd not feel any better so it's stopping me from doing anything. I'm into my 5th week of my LSD now and I'm on the home stretch. I've got my sleep apnoea appointment tomorrow so that is a concern but otherwise all I keep thinking is that good things don't happen to me so why bother trying? I know I'm not going do anything it's just my head is all over the place and wondered if anyone else felt like this? ???
I'm struggling daily at the moment. I keep expecting something to go wrong and my op get cancelled and my head has always pre-empted failure and wants to be the reason I don't do it. I'm not sure if I'm making sense I know I do to me lol. Each time I contemplate sabotaging myself I run through my head how I'd feel and I know I'd not feel any better so it's stopping me from doing anything. I'm into my 5th week of my LSD now and I'm on the home stretch. I've got my sleep apnoea appointment tomorrow so that is a concern but otherwise all I keep thinking is that good things don't happen to me so why bother trying? I know I'm not going do anything it's just my head is all over the place and wondered if anyone else felt like this? ???