Donna don't worry you are defiantly getting it done, it will be worth the wait, my weight gets me down especially in the summer, I hate going out everyone is walking and running around in shorts and vest tops, I wouldn't dare leave my house without wearing a long thin jacket, that covers me fully.
The NHS would never consider giving me a gastric band as I am 17 and a half stone, if you can get funding get it, then you can spend the money you were going to use for the sleeve on nice new clothes and nice holiday, I look on asos.com every day at all the nice clothing I will be able to buy, and on the russell and bromley website for nice shoes.
Thinking about life after surgery should keep you going, you should be able to wake up smiling and say to yourself "not long now until surgery" looking online at clothes does help me because I know I will be able to get them! I think I am going to try and go in the beginning of October end of September passport takes 6 weeks minimum.
Don't be sad whenever you are just type on here.
I got myself into this mess, I am 26 27 in November I haven't been happy since I was 19, hopefully when I've lost the weight I will be able to forgive myself
Be happy Donna