Kirsty, I think your right, I think that I was taking the instructions too literally! I'm up to 600 ish a day now, which seems better.
I'm just so scared that this won't work. It's £7k that we really didn't have, it means we have struggled with Christmas and the kids birthdays, but I really need this. I loved it when I was thin and could do so much more with the kids. I've never spent money on 'me' before so it's playing on my mind a lot that this just cannot fail! I feel a huge weight on my shoulders knowing that I have to get this right :-(
Hubby is not particularly supportive, don't get me wrong he's happy for me to have it, but he's just not good on the emotional side. He's driving me to the hospital on Tuesday, but then he plans to go home, it doesn't occur for him to wait with me, and if I ask he'll do it, but he'll moan the whole time he's there about how long we have to wait! He hasn't once asked me how I'm feeling, and still happily sits and eats his biscuits in front of me, and tells me how lovely his tea was, how much he's eaten at work that day. He just doesn't get it! He's naturally slim so really doesn't get the weight issues.