A small achievement for some , much a damn huge one for me !
Went to daughters again at the weekend .. she has an 18 week old Maine Coon kitten called Max and I love him to bits and want to spend time with him before he gets big ..
Anyway ... the estate they work for has a farm shop .. they make all foods by hand ..
They make the best cheesecake I have ever eaten , including the one I make .. it's not a baked one , I find those very claggy in the mouth .. this cheese cake is whipped to an inch of its life , so light and creamy.. You get a really big slice for the money to .. I adore this cheesecake and the old Mindy would eat 2 slices with no problem and be picking at anyone else's that might be left on the plate ..
I bought 2 slices , intending to share with my mum the following day , kind of like a tea party treat for her .. well I forgot to take it round .. opened the fridge when I got home to grab a mini cheese and laid eyes on the boxes ... Dum dum dummmmmm.. drum roll
Demons took over .. I opened up a box and took a spoon full , moving it around in my mouth slowly .. letting the filling melt and dissolve , crunching into the amazing base .. swallowed it ... it was spectacular ! Hitting all the senses like a pin ball machine .. put the box down and went to turn the microwave off .. went back to box intending to eat the whole thing along with mums ..
Something clicked in me .. I stopped mid air with fork in hand ... looked at it with its bite missing ..
It didn't look as tempting as it did .. infact , I suddenly had no interest in it all ..
I cannot explain it ..
almost like a switch flicking off along with the microwave lol !
I put the lid back on the box , walked outside and put it in the big rubbish bin ..
taking mum's piece to her today , I hope she enjoys it , but I won't be the bystander this time .. with bootlace drool hanging from my mouth , watching crumbs fall and hoping mum will leave a big peice so I can snaffle it ..
Anyone else had this happen to them ? A real light bulb moment that changes the view on something you used to drool over ?
Mindy
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