Hey everyone, sorry I haven't been around. Went to the UK to see my sister-in-law. Had a fab weekend with her kids and husband. After I left on Sunday she was rushed into hospice. My husband is now up with her... It's touch and go but she won't make it much longer - days at the most. Trying to be very aware of what goes in my mouth when I'm alone as when you have a massive family, together and grieving, it's all food and booze. I'm not drinking alone, and not snacking. Doc gave me some Xanax today to help me sleep. Hopefully everyone is well.