Hello Luluah , well done for your weight loss , you done really well , You said folk ask you if your nervous , well let me put your mind at ease , I was due to have surgery on 23rd March , went to hospital on appointed day , the staff from the off were fantastic , so friendly so helpful , I went all thru the process of getting a hospital gown n stockings on , name tags on , chat with anesithetist , everything , even taking to waiting area outside theatres ready to be put under , however at the last moment Op was cancelled as they didnt have a bed for me in high dependency ward as I have bad lungs ......im now down to have Op on 10 th April ,.......from walking in the door right to the last minute cancellation , there really was nothing to worry about , the staff were great and iv been more nervous waiting at the dentists