My heart goes out to you hun, Please keep strong, we are here for you any time you need a "shoulder".
Ive been thru a controlling relationship before which then led to physical abuse, My trust in men is still low at the moment and my confidence is only just starting to rise ( not by far tho) please please think of yourself, It will be hard but why have the cheap silver imitation when you derserve the diamond.......
Theres a right person for everyone (so me mother tells me)
massive hugs xxx