I wish bread & crisps would be banned!
I feel thats all im eating and its because ive been on training courses this week and not done a tesco shop so ive nothing else in the house.
Im also struggling big time to exercise, i feel like i have no time, and when i am at home with the family and i dont want to do anything (not even housework) as im seriously cherishing my time with them.
Ive got to re-evaluate my job....its definately taking over my life. Money is great and i so need it after paying for this band on credit cards.
Band is behaving itself, but its sooooo easy to get naughty foods down at the moment. I think im still about 1000-1200 calories per day even if the calories are from crap foods. Ive not even had time to track my calories on the myfitnesspal app i have....can you tell this is getting me down!
I was just reading mauras diary and she has just lost her job.....i really would like to loose mine at the moment and get a big pay out but ive not even been there 12 months yet. When i was made redundant last year i put on 3 stone. Looking back, i should have paid for the band with my redundancy money and taken the time to exercise and get my life sorted.....Oh if only!!!!
I would love to find a job where i could work from home and earn good money. How nice would it be to do a few hours then go for a walk, prepare homemade meals and spend time with the family. Ive tried looking but the money is poor.
Work trousers are looser and starting to hang off the bum a little, still not enough to go down a size as nothing seems to be shifting from my tummy.
Weather is meant to be devine this weekend, so im making plans to be out and about. Im fancying a BIG BIG BIG BIG walk somewhere and i may even borrow my dads mountain bike and go for a ride. Ive not ridden a bike since i was a kid, so that in itself should be fun. There will of course be a BBQ if weather is good.
Ive noticed that Neen is doing low carb foods. I know that low carbing works for me, so i may start to have a think about this and try from next week when i do my food shop. Chicken for breakfast, tuna green salad for lunch and steak with cauliflower cheese for dinner is my type of foods...and of course ill have to follow that with sf jelly and double cream! Not sure about calories, so may have to work them out.
Anyway, im off to do my housework before i get my head down for a few hours ready for tonights night shift.