Hi I can imagine it must be awkward and you shouldnt have to feel like that in your own house. Im sure these things are sent to try us and at the time it does feel like the end of the world but what doesnt kill us makes us stronger. I know it wont seem like it now but Im sure things do happen for a reason and hopefully in the not too distance future you will be able to look back and something good will have come out of it.
Take care
Luv Lesley xx
hi nic
i have just read your storie + very good read.. i had band 3days ago + finding it very strange. take care