My Gastric Bypass Journey -Onwards and Upwards-Well this is a start

[mandy-1975]

Morning Everyone....

Well had a day off yesterday, what a nightmare..... today I am here in body, but rather tearful today, infact spent all morning in tears.........

 

[hopelesscase]

Mandy whats up hun?

 

[mandy-1975]

I am stressing over everythign and anything, had to take a friend to London for an eye op yesterday, didnt go prepared so didnt eat all day, just got back in time for school run, then found she had left all her meds in my car, Jordon had golf lesson at 6.30 so had to go to that, Tuesdays are usually my night, time on my own..... but had to go then had to rush to asda to find outfit for school production, then head another hours journey to friends to drop meds off, got home at 9.30 tired headache .... so went to bed not slept as I am stressing over my works do on Friday I have never been, and have to go to this one, as it will help with my promotion!!!! so stressed over it.....

So many little things all on top of it, are just making me frazzle out

 

[josaje]

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[hopelesscase]

Mandy you have such a busy life im not surprised you are frazzeled. I think some times you have to be selfish and say no. I know its not in your nature but if you dont look after number 1 you end up being burntout and of no use to anyone.
Im working on the principle at the moment of do i need to do it? can anyone else do it ?and if not if i put it off for now will it effect anyone other than me?
That way it gives me time to myself and i enjoy the things i do rather than stressing all the time.
thinking of you
take care
varole

 

[mandy-1975]

Thanks Carole...

I know and understand exactly what you are saying........with me I let all these little things build up and up..... alot of it is I am shattered......think when we are tired we are alot more sensitive...

I have decided no matter what I am havign a long soak in the bath tonight, and a very early night

 

[charliegirl]

Hi Mandy sending you lots of ((((hugs))))......xx

 

[Nic318]

Hiya matey, hope your feeling a bit better today and had a nice chill out last night.

Only in work this morning then off this afternoon and tomorrow.

Love ya mate xxx

 

[mandy-1975]

Hiya matey, hope your feeling a bit better today and had a nice chill out last night.

Only in work this morning then off this afternoon and tomorrow.

Love ya mate xxx

Hiya.... nope chillout didnt happen!!!!

Ended up cooking tea, washing up as Paul spent 10 hours building Jordon's Lego SHIP!!!!!

Then sat and wrote 160 xmas cards as paul wanted to send one to all the flats!!!!! then went to bed, was up again most of it!!!!!!

Feeling really shattered today, so nervous and wound up about tomorrow...........

You not on MSN.........

Love ya

 

[mandy-1975]

Hi Mandy sending you lots of ((((hugs))))......xx

Thanks Linda - Means alot

 

[Nic318]

Hey hun, make sure you flaming rest tonight then eh! Be told, I told you I would kick your butt if you don't! xxx

 

[mandy-1975]

Morning Everyone,

Well I am sat here in work, S***ing myself, off to London for my works Christmas do, in about 40 mins........ im all dressed up but feel so self concious............... it means so much today, for various reasons........... some of you know why...... about to get someone to take a pic of me, will add it later............

Hope you are all well!!!!!

 

[charliegirl]

Mandy hope you have a good day, try and relax and enjoy it look forward to hearing all about it...xx

 

[mandy-1975]

Morning Everyone....

Well had my xmas do on Friday and it was fantastic, got into London for around 12, and got home for 10pm..... so was a good day, met the big guy, and actually he was lovely..... don't know what i was scared of!!!!!!!

I was dreading the big meal, but it was ok.... i took my time and thankfully the man sat on my right, had a healthy appietite..... i kept piling my food on to his plate!!!!!LOL......

 

[charliegirl]

Lol thats the way to do it mandy feed everyone else, must remember that when out on a tricky meal....glad you enjoyed it, thankfully this year my team are going for drinks and not a meal before hand as I would not of been able to manage and it might of given the game away..xx

 

[Nic318]

Oh Mandy told you that you had nothing to worry about hun, hope you took some pics!! Have you got your xmas card yet? Colin's was delivered on Saturday and I said to send them both on same day so hopefully you will have it by now xxx

 

[mandy-1975]

Hi Hun, thankfully lots of pics were taken, but i managed to dodge them all.............. LOL, not had card yet! it may come to day.............Hows you hunny.......... we both been so busy we have missed each other on msn

 

[Nic318]

I'm great thanks hun just looking forward to getting Alfie now, I can't wait, I'm such a kid eh!! Can't believe you dodged em when you had that lovely top to show off!!!

Busy week for me this week too and I finish for xmas on Friday - whoooooo hoooooooo!

How are you feeling hun? xxx

 

[mandy-1975]

I got Jordon's party on Saturday, so not looking forward to it!!!!! LOL...... got 20 kids going, i just so know its going to be a stressful one, and how stupid am I, I agreed for him to have a sleepover too.... 4 friends........ what am I!!!!

Otherwise Im ok, feeling rather tired, and feel sicky alot lately!!!!! think its just the stress of it all............ I know i have got loads to do but truthfully.... can't be ar*ed.............

 

[Thaialina]

Mandy, sorry not been in touch for a while. It's been a really busy week for me. I'm so glad your Xmas party went well. I bet you looked great as you look so smart anyway. Have a good time at the party over the weekend. Try not to stress, just let them get on with it. Thinking of you!