Afternoon Guys...
Thought I might give a little update, I am doing ok.... actually bought a lovely size 16 top the other day from Matalan and it wasn't in the big range how amazing is that... it was a lovely purple colour!!!!!! have to say i did look good in it, just my boobs look so big now!!!!!!
Will let you know my depression, is still bad, but I am taking each day as it comes, am tired all the time, but i think half of that problem is not taking all my tablets.......
Am awaiting a call from the doctor as I always seem to have Thrush and it is driving me insane!.........
The other one, is for some reason I am so desperate to have a baby!!!! all i think about...... unfortunately hubby doesn't want anymore, i know i should be thankful for the one i have as it was speacial and a miracle but I can't help how i feel.... so that isn't helping with emotions!!!!!
as for the eating, i find i have good days and bad days!!!!!... but the amount i eat is so little tooo.........
sending you all my love, and to those of you that have contacted me thank you so much it has meant so much to me... adn actually keeps me going..... big hugsxxxxxxxxxx