My Gastric Bypass Journey -Onwards and Upwards-Well this is a start

[mandy-1975]

Hey chick rest those toes - I speak from experience if you don't rest you will know about it in a day or 2 and let the cold get to them. Hope your feeling better soon xXx

Thanks hunny............ Big hugs

 

[Sambucca]

(((hugs Mandy)))

I cant offer words of advice but Im here to listen to you, as are all your friends here.

 

[mandy-1975]

Hey hunny

I go on holiday on the 20th April for 10 days hun so thats a no go but any other weekend etc after that is fine, love ya xxxxxx

Ok hun, we can discuss over the next few weeks.......... Love ya too

Hi Mandy, I've been reading your thread and feel so much for you. You are not just a surviver, you are an amazing lady and deserve to be happy. You have a georgous lad there who loves his mum no matter what, good days or bad days his love is unconditional. Be strong sweetheart for you and Jordan and I hope you find yourself having more good days than bad. I know myself what its like to be abused. It took me 30 years to tell. On a brighter note I,ve just looked at your pics and you look absolutley fantastic and I hope one day you will feel as good as you look. Take care xxGaynorxx

Thank you gaynor, your words have helped me, this morning, when i am so down!!!!!!!!xxxxxxxxx big hugs

(((hugs Mandy)))

I cant offer words of advice but Im here to listen to you, as are all your friends here.

Thank you........ just wanna curl up and die at the moment.........xxxxxxxxxxx

 

[thinkbethin]

Hey you, I take it you're on a downer? where's the amazing lady thats got the whole world and a lovely son to live for? I really do hope you can pick yourself up today sweetheart you deserve to be happy and I'm sending my guardian angel to watch over you. Keep strong hun xxxGaynorxx

 

[Stupid]

well i spend all my time wishing the ground would swallow me up due to anxiety/ personality disorder so can relate somewhat what you were saying. :cry::cry::cry::cry:but i have not being through the trauma you have and i don't suffer from clinical depression

i would see your dr Mandy to see what they can do . they may be able to change your anti depresants or offer you counselling[you have being through so much] ..at the very least they will be able to offer you support
much trauma [i can't imagine what it must be li
you have being through so ke] that you are bound to suffer from depression....but that does not mean you won't get better...just that it will take your brain a while to work through the trauma

don't let your mind demons win..you are beating them every day

i admire you for looking after your son and working despite everything ..and your losing weight...so you have alot to be proud of

you have done nothing wrong. i hope you feel better soon . i also hope with your husband and son that the rest of your life is better.

 

[mandy-1975]

Good Morning

Well have to say it isn't anybetter, can't see gp till 30th........ whooppeeeeee......

Although spent the whole day on Sunday on the beach with Jordon, it was lovely being in a world on my own, no-one at me...... just me jordon and the sea...........

What was lovely, was Jordon enjoyed himself so much..... it was nice for him!!!!!!!!

I found it so exhilirating, just sat there, watching the water, listening to the piece and quite...... never enjoyed it before!!!!!

 

[tendersage]

I love the sound of the sea, the feel of the spray on my face and the smell of everything there, hunting in rock pools ect....

 

[mandy-1975]

I used to live in a seaside resort, can't say it ever meant anything..... hated sand on feet, but for some reason, i loved everything about yesterday!!!! have never liked peace and quite as it makes me think to much!!! but it was so nice, have this urge to leave work and just go there..............

 

[I will get there one day!]

Hey Mandy

I have just come across you by chance. I'm really sorry to see you are so down. Do you fancy meeting up in Winchester for a coffee after work later this week or next week? Besides, I want to see how fantastic you look.

x

 

[Stupid]

30th march is a long wait :cry::cry:

:wave_cry::wave_cry::wave_cry:so sorry you can't see your gp any sooner...is there no dr or pschiatirst or counsellor or pschologist you can see before then???

i don't know what dr you see with your depression but you sound so low i think you need to see them asap...i'd ring and say it's a crisis

do hang in there.. i know you can make it through this difficult time

mind yourself.

glad you found some peace at the beach for once

 

[mandy-1975]

Hey Mandy

I have just come across you by chance. I'm really sorry to see you are so down. Do you fancy meeting up in Winchester for a coffee after work later this week or next week? Besides, I want to see how fantastic you look.

x

Hi

Sounds like a good idea...... you can message me if you want to arrange

 

[mandy-1975]

Hi

My boss/friend just bought me a lovely handbad, it's so me........... was so lovely of her!!!!!!.... We have Beales her in the centre, which does lovely expensive bags, and she went for a walk and came back with it for me, it is so me.......

 

[Sambucca]

ooh how lovely Mandy. What a lovely surprise.

 

[tesmaralda]

how sweet, sh must think a lot of you

 

[mandy-1975]

Morning All

Well I am now using my lovely new bag...... its great!!!!!

Have managed to get into see dr this morning, so thats a start

 

[Sambucca]

glad you managed to get a doctors appointment Mandy. xx

 

[charliegirl]

Hi Mand hope your well and what a lovely boss you have!....take it one day at a time chick thats all you can do just now...xx

 

[mandy-1975]

Hi Mand hope your well and what a lovely boss you have!....take it one day at a time chick thats all you can do just now...xx

Hi Hunny I just messaged you!!!!xxxxxxxxx

 

[charliegirl]

Mand I cant reply to your text as got a new phone and cant figure out how to put spaces between the words!! I have tried everything and it does not tell me in the instructions so will need to get my son to show me....you would never think I used to work for T-mobile as a Tech wizard would you lol....xx

 

[Thaialina]

Hi Mandy,
I'm sending lots of hugs your way. Sorry I'm not on here a lot, life (not v exciting) and the gym (grrr) are taking over. Glad you had a lovely day on the beach and that you have a lovely new bag. Hope the dr appointment helps xxx