Sooooo today my friend asked me to try and find some emails from a few years ago. I didn't find them, but in looking through I found emails back and forth with my ex. I didn't realise I still had them. I did read one exchange, there wasn't anything mind blowing in it but I remembered sending it and how excited and happy I was at that time. Although I'm content being on my own, perhaps I'm too content. I think I've pushed that side of my life away for so long I don't know if I can feel like that again. So! I made the executive decision to get my ass out there and signed up to a dating site for the first time in five years. I honestly find the thought of meeting people and dating utterly exhausting, and I don't want to do it. But at the same time if I am capable of feeling that excitement, why put it off? I'm moving home at some point so I don't have any excuse now.
Argh! Need more photos!