Thanks everyone for all your messages !! Will be starting on the 24th November so looking forward to that and winding down some of the jobs i do and getting back to a regular pay check !! Yipeeee !! Today they phoned to say about ordering my Suits to wear for work....mmmm bit stuck as to know what to bloody order ha ha !! I'm not telling no one what i've had done and today thought well if i order a comfy size for now i'll just have to get it taken in when needed i suppose wont cost much and then say in 3-4 months it won't look so cheeky to ask for new ones . I get 3 suits so if allowed i might order 2 in 18/20 and 1 in a 16. will see what they say ha ha ! Be so nice wearing a uniform too....never worked anywhere with one !! Save me loads of time in the morning ! Going back to clinic on the 15th for a check up and weigh in and a tiny incy fill cus i'm so near that sweet spot now but i think it might just take a tiny bit more ....i don't have scales at home now ....mum has them ! My weightloss has been sooooo slow matter what i do and it was causing me grief and actual sadness when i was excercising and eating like i should do so now there not there to piss me off every morning i feel so much better !! I did wonder if i had some sort of deficinecy in losing weight !! I do everything i'm told to do and some weeks it worked some weeks just stuck and mentally is very hard, but my body just seems to want to hang on to my love handles ha ha and its perfectly normal. I tried eating the same thing exactly for 2 weeks and one week i lost 6lbs and the next i didn't lose a bean and then the week after eat less and not lose a bean and the week after that eat more and lose 3lb ugh ! who knows i have just decided to let me band do what it feels , eat as best i can and if it takes ages so what its not going back on ha ha ....it always answers the question i had about Fern Britton, it took her just under 2 years to lose 5 stone with a band and i thought blimey i wanna do it in half the time but i supppose every body is different hence why my gorgeous best friend danielle can eat what she likes and not put on a bean and i look at the counter in greggs and put on 2lbs !! but anyway i'm happy, i'm losing , i feel so much better, i look slimmer and today was getting a bit hot with my boyfriend ( sorry to be blunt! ha ha ) and i feel so much healthier and not such a blob on him, he thinks i look fantastic and for him to say he notices the difference in our moments of passion ....i'm like a cheshire cat ha ha !! I feel great !! Lots of Love to all from the LoveBug ( aka "New found Porn Star "!! ) ha ha xxxx