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[Fuffs]

How are you doing fuffs! Xx

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Not brill. Feeling down again so having a wobble with my eating. Fed up of losing lbs and then more going back on overnight without me cheating. Then even though it must be water weight I have to try really hard to get it off.

My body seems to be annoyed with the years of abuse now. And now it is making me understand exactly what I have done to it over the years. Feel upset about it.

IBS has flared up and having tummy troubles. Just fed up Sorry for the moan xxx

 

[Tonibones10]

Moan away huni, bless ya you have had a very long drawn out battle that seems to be never ending to you but it will 1 day soon you will get your date and will feel it was worth the wait (as unfair as your wait has been hun) have you heard anything from the hospital yet, ibs is a nightmare im lucky I don't get it but my hubby is awfull with it :c I'm sorry your feeling low babe big hugs! And lots of love! xxx

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[pandora]

Aw Sophie , sorry to hear you are low , god the mind games this journey puts us through .
You know what to do hunni , candles , relax , meditate xx

 

[Tray3004]

Hi hun hope ur feelin better soon big hugs xxx

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[NOMOREyoyo]

Are you 'serial' scale hopping hunni - its the devil in disguise and the root of all evil....if you are getting on the scales everyday or more you need to give them to someone so that you have weekly access only!!!!!!!!!!!! xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

 

[Fuffs]

Are you 'serial' scale hopping hunni - its the devil in disguise and the root of all evil....if you are getting on the scales everyday or more you need to give them to someone so that you have weekly access only!!!!!!!!!!!! xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

I have only started since one day I was excited about my losses then noticed an 11lb gain one morning. My body won't let me move away from around this weight. Doesn't matter what diet I do now. Starting to think if I can't lose weight really being good, how can I even with WLS

Thank you for yours and everyone else's support though. I sound so ungrateful and I am sorry xxx

Toni, not heard anything as yet. But with everything in the air I don't expect to either. They have so many poor people to sort out first. IBS can be agony. I have gallstones too. Feel sorry for my poor body lol xxx

Pandora, you are so right. Really need to quiet my mind and deeply relax deeply. I will do that once the munchkins are in bed xxx

Thank you very much Tray xxx

 

[Yvessa]

Because with wls you will not have to battle the hunger. You will have even smaller portions. And lastly your hormones and enzymes will completely change. You can do this Sophie! Just keep the faith a little longer.

 

[NOMOREyoyo]

course youre not hun - dont be daft!!!!! Its so easy for thoughts to become clouded and remember that the bodies are strange things & WLS will help you and more importantly keep it off, which seems to be the common problem with most of us.

it seems so unfair that your journey is such a mountain hun ((((hugs)))) wish I was a magician for just 30mins xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

 

[Fuffs]

Because with wls you will not have to battle the hunger. You will have even smaller portions. And lastly your hormones and enzymes will completely change. You can do this Sophie! Just keep the faith a little longer.

Thanks Yve. Think my mind is just trying to annoy me at the moment. That screeching voice of self doubt is doing some damage. Got to block it out and keep my eyes on the prize. Thank you xxx

 

[Fuffs]

course youre not hun - dont be daft!!!!! Its so easy for thoughts to become clouded and remember that the bodies are strange things & WLS will help you and more importantly keep it off, which seems to be the common problem with most of us.

it seems so unfair that your journey is such a mountain hun ((((hugs)))) wish I was a magician for just 30mins xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Thank you lovely. Through yo yo dieting, past bouts of bulimia, really bad food choices and extreme diets my body is now upset. I can feel it in every pain I am getting. I wouldn't mind the water weight gains if it wasn't for the fact of I don't want any gains so they can take my op off me. The stress to try and lose or maintain for this length of indeterminate time is a struggle. I feel for others what have do too.

Thank you for all your support. Supper is worth more than a magic wand xxx

 

[Fuffs]

Good morning everyone

I am back on the up on my very evident emotional rollercoaster lol. My diary reads like peoples mental breakdown in the Big Brother house lol

I think my love affair with meat is finally over. I think my low carb diet of last week and the discomfort have taught me that for now, my body or spirit doesn't want meat. So I am going to try and eat in a way that nourishes my damaged system. Whole foods and fish. I can't let go of fish. I have started loving it again recently.

Not sure if this change will be permanent. But I am listening to my body and it's right for now

Hope February is an amazing month for everyone xxx

 

[Dinda]

Especially you x

 

[Fuffs]

Especially you x

Thank you sweetie xxx

 

[Miss DeeDee]

Chase them up - you need the op too - I so feel for you (((((hugs)))))

Why dont you try the soup diet for a few days, my friend went on it last week, for 5 days and lost 10lbs - it might just kick start your body, and give it a bit of detox too - its boring - but you dont get hungry, take care sweetie xx

 

[Dinda]

No problem Sophie x You have had a rough time emotionally recently with your lovely son, gran etc not being well - it's a lot of emotional pressure.

It is hard juggling family, partner, work, life, food, up days, down days etc but in the middle of it all you have to find time to look after yourself and nurture you. There are enough people in this world willing to beat others down, you don't have to do the job yourself x

Accept support and love, you are not weak - loads of people care about you here, and in your own life too. You are not on your own, you are not having a breakdown - you are coping in the best way you can with really difficult circumstances.

Your operation is coming, it is going to set you free from so much. I never realised what a difference it would make to my head in such a short time.

Your turn is coming, until then just hold on to things and people you love. I can't wait for your date x

 

[Fuffs]

Chase them up - you need the op too - I so feel for you (((((hugs)))))

Why dont you try the soup diet for a few days, my friend went on it last week, for 5 days and lost 10lbs - it might just kick start your body, and give it a bit of detox too - its boring - but you dont get hungry, take care sweetie xx

I will look into it. Thank you very much lovely xxx

 

[Fuffs]

No problem Sophie x You have had a rough time emotionally recently with your lovely son, gran etc not being well - it's a lot of emotional pressure.

It is hard juggling family, partner, work, life, food, up days, down days etc but in the middle of it all you have to find time to look after yourself and nurture you. There are enough people in this world willing to beat others down, you don't have to do the job yourself x

Accept support and love, you are not weak - loads of people care about you here, and in your own life too. You are not on your own, you are not having a breakdown - you are coping in the best way you can with really difficult circumstances.

Your operation is coming, it is going to set you free from so much. I never realised what a difference it would make to my head in such a short time.

Your turn is coming, until then just hold on to things and people you love. I can't wait for your date x

Aaww what beautiful words. Thank you so much. Means so much to me. Blessings to you xxx

 

[Fuffs]

Well, my vegetarian eating is going well

Saw a 8lb gain with totm arrival yesterday 3lb of that was back off this morning. So just going to chill.

Staying off the scales for a few days now

My finances are disgusting. That needs sorting. My bank balance caused me to end up having a panic attack yesterday evening. I have calmed myself down now though. All will be well

Have a great weekend everyone

 

[Tonibones10]

I'm glad your going well with eating hun, I don't know if I've lost as my scales are broke its driving me mad, I wanna go to Tesco but I don't have a car and its quite far, I hate banks hun I get panicky reading statements xxx lots of love xxx

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[Fuffs]

I'm glad your going well with eating hun, I don't know if I've lost as my scales are broke its driving me mad, I wanna go to Tesco but I don't have a car and its quite far, I hate banks hun I get panicky reading statements xxx lots of love xxx

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I might break my two sets on purpose lol

Thanks for your support chick. Lots of love to you also xxx