So . . I was expecting to come here and log that I'd had a gain this week. I took an "easter break" and allowed myself hot cross buns (with butter nom nom nom lol) chocolate easter cakes, and even easter eggs and a bar of Fruit n Nut chocolate. We had a party on the saturday and I had curly fries and a sausage, but also several very large glasses of wine (first time I've had a drink like that since pre-band)
When I weighed on tuesday I had gained just over 2lbs. So I was expecting to record a gain, especially as I've also not been to the gym or swimming for a week either.
As it is, I weighed in today. Not only have I lost those 2lbs by getting back on track, I've actually lost a furtehr 1lb so am logging a 1lb loss. I'm chuffed. I enjoyed the break but even allowing myself those foods I was very much aware of what I was eating. before I would have eaten 3-4 hot cross buns in a sitting. At the weekend I had one.
I also had to be measured for a bra at the weekend due to going out on saturday night and wearing a dress. It was perhaps the most embarrassing thing so far. I had to hold my arms up and all the skin around the tops of my arms/armpits and around my back was just vile. It is the first time it has really hit me how much loose skin is there. . . .I was so embarrassed I explained to the girl about my weight loss.
Before I was wearing a 48DD, and I've lost a huge amount on my boobs. But she measured me at being a 40D . . .it just goes to show, that I was actually squeezing into a DD before . . .and I don't think I have ever, (until now) had a bra that actually fitted. God knows what my cup size should have been pre weight loss lol
So that trial is over. Now I know what size I am I won't have to inflict my flappy skin on anyone.
So it's now back on track.
I started on a summer target at the end of Jan, and wanted to lose 44lbs before my holiday in August. I've now lost 27lbs of those 44lbs in about 9 weeks. So I am well on track for getting down.
Each time I lose weight, I am lighter than I have been since I was about 20 years old . . .but back on track eating, and getting back into the gym from tomorrow. Has been difficult with my son not being well, school holidays and things.
Still having ups and downs with my band. I can't eat any salad nor can I eat raw vegetables of any sort. I struggle with stir fry. I still can't eat pork at all and chicken I am also struggling with. Its now been almost 8 weeks since my fill, and I can count on my fingers the number of meals I've actually been able to sit and eat. I've had times back on liquids only, and it did help, but I'm going to give it another couple of weeks. If Im still having the difficulties with food as I am having, I am going to see about getting a slight defill because I think 3 months is the limit.
I can't eat any food prior to about 3pm, usually can manage a yoghurt, but the past few days while I've eaten a yoghurt, I can't get the fruit in it to go down. Unless I've had a hot drink prior to it . . .
Very strange these bands lol