Pandora's path to slim

[Fuffs]

Well pizza is obviously unhappy ar being told good bye cos I feel quite nauseous right now . Tried to sleep but just got this feeling in my stomach , would like to have x good belch but its not happening :'( :'(

Your words are power and you mentally and emotionally acknowledged before eating it, that it was no good for your health. Then it showed you that it isn't. So now you remember that feeling when you crave pizza in the future

(I will get off my thinking I am a spiritual teacher soapbox now lol)

 

[pandora]

Thanks Sophie , I am such a simple person ( I don't mean stupid , more not in tune with the spiritual world ) that I hadn't thought of that , but it makes sence .
I wish I was more in tune with myself like you are xx

 

[Fuffs]

Thanks Sophie , I am such a simple person ( I don't mean stupid , more not in tune with the spiritual world ) that I hadn't thought of that , but it makes sence .
I wish I was more in tune with myself like you are xx

Just look up the law of attraction and you will begin your understanding I need to reconnect myself. I fail to when stressed and it is when I need it most xxx

 

[pandora]

Yesterday I spent £210 on new tyres , I have a £100 bill to pay for the lap top , so what I really don't need is the dishwasher to have broken down , but that's exactly what has happened grrrr . It gets part way through a wash then stops & won't drain the water away , I suspect it is the pump as I have tried unblocker but to no avail .
Unimpressed is an understatement !!!!
Made a start on sorting my bedroom out so at least I have a tidy , comfy place to relax post op . I'd love to decorate it & have new bed linen , but that's not going to happen , so I'll make the most of what I have .

 

[Yvessa]

ooh that sounds like a lovely idea! I hadn't even thought to do that. I might paint my front room over easter now.

 

[pandora]

I have also decided to treat myself to some Yankee candles too with the petrol money I will save .

My daughter has just said if I clear my dressing table off she will bring her tv & DVD player down for me . It's not got freeview , but I can get some films to watch

 

[Fuffs]

I have also decided to treat myself to some Yankee candles too with the petrol money I will save .

My daughter has just said if I clear my dressing table off she will bring her tv & DVD player down for me . It's not got freeview , but I can get some films to watch

Sounds like all will be great for your op, even of terribly frustrating right now

I love Yankee candles too they are a treat though like you say. Wish I could afford loads lol

 

[wannabeminime]

Lovely daughter

Homebase do some lovely Yankee copies at a better price. I have a couple in my bathroom

Homebase - www.homebase.co.uk=

 

[Yvessa]

Sounds like all will be great for your op, even of terribly frustrating right now

I love Yankee candles too they are a treat though like you say. Wish I could afford loads lol

lol it is probably a good thing I can't afford loads! Can you maybe see if you can get something cheap on ebay Pandora? Even a new throw for the bed or something?

 

[pandora]

Thanks Yve , I will look into that .
When my room is tidy & free of clutter ( the girls like dumping stuff in my room ) with my pillows etc its a nice room . I would just like to change the colour scheme . When I kicked hubby out , one of the first things I did was paint the room & change the bedding .
At the moment the walls are baby pink , bedding & curtains are cream / black & I have a few bright pink cushions . I am undecided between teal or red for new colour .
I also really need a new bed , its nr 20 yrs old .
Oh well , that's for when I go full time again .

 

[Yvessa]

Ooh definitely teal! And look on freecycle, many people would give a bed for free? Or there are cheap matresses on ebay if the frame is still good. Teal walls means you can have blue on the bed and green accents. Plus there are loads of blue and green candles!

 

[pandora]

have ordered myself some weaning pots this afternoon , so as soon as they come i can start making soup to freeze , going to do
leek & potato
roasted sweet potato & butternut squash
carrot & corriander
then i have a selection to choose from .
at the moment it is all i can think of & keep getting a knotting in my stomach , can only think it will get worse as time gets closer :sigh:

 

[Yvessa]

I can only imagine how I will feel nearer the time for me. Keep yourself busy sweetie and it will fly.

 

[pandora]

I seem to be ok at home , the main thing is as I walk through the doors to work , it his me like a wave , knowing in 5 weeks I shall come through the doors as a patient not a nurse . Once I get busy at work I settle , but its there all the time .
At home I have to keep the brave face on , I can't let the girls see how nervous I am . The other day Charlii & I were having words , she said to me .. I know its stressful for you but it is for us too , you might nor wake up & burst into tears . I felt awful , said there was no reason to think I wouldn't , but we had a hug .
I have to do this for them & be strong for them too .

 

[Yvessa]

I know how hard it is. You don't have to be strong on here. And it will be easier for them if you are open about uour worries

 

[pandora]

I'm not worried about the op itself , pe waking up , more the enormity of it all & the ongoing repercussions , how different life will be etc .
I constantly feel on the verge of tears , if some one says something nasty or nice I think I will cry .
Thanks for your kind words Yve xx

 

[flowerofshona]

Will just nod tonight then
It will be fine hun you are all ready for this and think what we can get upto this summer :8855:
Have a good chat tonight xxxx

 

[Yvessa]

It will be different good You will be able to make this work

 

[pandora]

Thanks girls , I really didn't anticipate feeling like this . I'm not normally a worrier , quite laid back & take things in my stride .
I appreciate the support xx

 

[Yvessa]

I would be more concerned if you weren't worried lovely. It is a huge step and your worry only shows that you understand the magnitude of the change you will have to make.