Thankyou so much for lovely posts Shelley and Yve, like Amanda said I don't think I could cope without the support on here. My family are fantastic with me but unless you've been through it I don't think you can fully understand. Iv had a bad day today food wise. Iv had a banana and a slice of ham. Not good i know but pre-op I would have stuffed my face if I felt down but now I just can't seem to eat, don't know which is worse. Tomorrow is a new day and I will start again. Thankyou once again for all of you're replys as it really does help ALOT! Xxxxx