I think i might cancel my appointment for the 30th cuz i av put some weight on an its only gna get worse this week with xmas dinner, wine, and god knows what else. Iv also had severe pain in knees an hips due to my arthritis. Iv actually now got a stick to help when walkin. Im 28 this is rediculous. Iv been on strong pain meds that have really knocked me about so iv been sleepin all day while the kids av been at school so burnin no calories an when i am up an about i do very little due to the pain. So feel like iv jus been eatin then sittin around. Iv had loads of weight waters meals an healthy options but also had some bad meals an a take away. But the bad food even jus a little jus piles the pounds on. Im so worried the surgeon will say i cant sign consent until lose weight an give me a big tellin off. I think if i cancel till end of jan it will give me some time to sort myself out and not have the surgeon see my failure an think im not committed to my surgery. I really am but iv jus had the toughest month.
Kirsty xx